Sad life:

The day I scare finally come, I lost someone important in my life. She will never know how sad I am, she don't understand me.. When recess she play with my friend then never care about me then I thought she don't like me, then I need to find my junior and teach how to do duty, then I just leave and never tell what I going to do. After literature lesson, she ask me why I ignore her, but I didn't. She say I keep quiet in class with a moody face, then is I keep quiet because I'm thinking about my passport thingy, camp next week and I heaven't made passport, then have moody face is because suddenly I heard a person(someone I hate) after that I went to toilet and cry with shannon, I didn't hate her, and she thought I hate her, sometime is just misunderstanding, and went back class something happen again, not gotta say this time. I'm really sad, she is the only one I trust yet she don't understand me. Maybe we need more time, I wish tomorrow go back will like today never happen anything and remain the same. But I know it's impossible.