I don't wanna say goodbye:

Everything start with is "Hi", and not everything end with a "Goodbye". I don't wanna say goodbye to someone that is so important to me. Cause she is really important, she let me learn to remember all her little little small detail, and you don't know. HAHA! Maybe I really need to say goodbye but my heart always be hi. Thank for so many first time memories. First time sleeping on a sofa together, first time eating popcorn together when we are watching "Puss in Boots", first time letting someone use your phone, first time letting a childish girl to slap your face, first time letting me to pull your hair, first time sleeping on your shoulder, first time holding hand "locking hand", first time letting me take your food without permission, first time carry a same bag with someone and first time letting me to kiss your face. Maybe you already forget everything, but trust me I never forget all the first time, and trust me you are the only one I trust a lot. And I remember all your small small detail, you hate people touch your hair, don't like other touch your thing without permission, like to orea but not the cream inside, love to drink bubble tea, wanna have long hair, don't really like taking picture, love to tweet cannot without using twitter for one day, cannot without phone, love justin bieber and one direction, don't really trust people, hide a lot thing inside your heart don't think I don't know, bathe very long that time go your home wait for you outside, everytime say you angry but also never scold me very seriously, like to bully me, I also like bully you. One day never talk to you, never hear your voice, never bully you, I really can't stand it but I have try to forget everything, don't let myself living in this darkness world, I wanna go out and see light. And you know? I really last last night when I receive that message, this show that you really care bout me, but what can I do? I don't wanna lost you, everyone is like walking out of my life, sometime I really think of going to heaven and accompany my grandma but what about my parent? My friend? They will be sad, so no matter what, I have to bear with it! Never give up!