After camp:

I really thought time can wash away those happy memories that we had, but I'm wrong. I thought you can get out of my life and my mind, but I can't. Cause you're once too important to me, but never mind. I will try. I care so much, but I'm nothing to you I think. Never mind.. Let talk about camp now.. =D

Day 2 - Dragnet Fishing & Survival Cooking

Hohoho! This is fun camp yea! I miss it! On camp mood still. Learn a lot cheer!! HAHA!

Cheer:

Embo: 2N2 how you all feeling today?

2N2: Today I don't feel like doing anything. Haha, just kidding!

Embo: Really 2N2, how you all feeling today? 

2N2: I feel so good ah! Oh I feel so good ah! Oh I feel so! Oh I feel so! Oh I feel so good ah ah ahhh~ 

Embo: 1, 2

2N2: As we go BOOM yuying sec, as we go BOOM yuying sec, as we go " TI TI TI TI TI TI! " BOOM yuying sec. As we got 2N2 style x2 As we go 2, 2, 2 N 2~ 2, 2, 2 N 2~ 2, 2, 2 N 2~ Ohh~ We are 2N2!~

Sad + Happy!

Sad thing first: 
Enough is enough! Stop hurting me, I told you, you didn't did anything wrong, but this is just to let you feel better, just to let you get less hurt but I'm not the one who get the most and didn't say anything. I know I'm stupid doing this stupid thing, but this stupid thing to myself..
Never mind, I don't mind. I know God will be with me, so why am I sad? I should be happy! I don't care how much I get, I just wanna let everyone to be happy :) Although she's once someone I trust a lot, but she betray my trust. I just wanna forget everything, and start my wonderful life with God!
Sad thing ended will have have happy thing right? Yup! Have. ^^
Happy thing: 
So I'm happy, cause I'm with another friend, then when I with her, I know that change a lot, it good know that she change to better. But she can get angry easily, so when she angry I will try to let her cool down, cause I don't want her to be angry and scold others, although she didn't do anything and got scolded, but I told that yourself know you didn't can already, like me, everytime angry also never do anything, people misunderstood me, I just keep quiet. Haha! Maybe you think I stupid but I don't think so, cause it's good to let other happy :) than start those problem. And I did good thing yesterday, I let a old uncle to seat on my sit, cause he is old then no one willing to let him seat down, so I let him seat, and he's so nice, he don't wanna seat, he want me to seat, haha! But I'm not so bad to seat down again :) 

I don't wanna say goodbye:

Everything start with is "Hi", and not everything end with a "Goodbye". I don't wanna say goodbye to someone that is so important to me. Cause she is really important, she let me learn to remember all her little little small detail, and you don't know. HAHA! Maybe I really need to say goodbye but my heart always be hi. Thank for so many first time memories. First time sleeping on a sofa together, first time eating popcorn together when we are watching "Puss in Boots", first time letting someone use your phone, first time letting a childish girl to slap your face, first time letting me to pull your hair, first time sleeping on your shoulder, first time holding hand "locking hand", first time letting me take your food without permission, first time carry a same bag with someone and first time letting me to kiss your face. Maybe you already forget everything, but trust me I never forget all the first time, and trust me you are the only one I trust a lot. And I remember all your small small detail, you hate people touch your hair, don't like other touch your thing without permission, like to orea but not the cream inside, love to drink bubble tea, wanna have long hair, don't really like taking picture, love to tweet cannot without using twitter for one day, cannot without phone, love justin bieber and one direction, don't really trust people, hide a lot thing inside your heart don't think I don't know, bathe very long that time go your home wait for you outside, everytime say you angry but also never scold me very seriously, like to bully me, I also like bully you. One day never talk to you, never hear your voice, never bully you, I really can't stand it but I have try to forget everything, don't let myself living in this darkness world, I wanna go out and see light. And you know? I really last last night when I receive that message, this show that you really care bout me, but what can I do? I don't wanna lost you, everyone is like walking out of my life, sometime I really think of going to heaven and accompany my grandma but what about my parent? My friend? They will be sad, so no matter what, I have to bear with it! Never give up!

You'll never know what happened..

Trusting people is stupid, I'll not trust anyone again unless that person is really important to me. And crying is also stupid, I'll only cry for people who is important, after today I'll not cry because of stupid thing anymore. Everything don't last, but you know what? God's love last forever, God's love never fail and he will never leave us.. When I get hurt, God will protect me. When I'm sad, God is with me. When I cry, God will help me to stop crying stand up and continue. I love you God! The one I can trust completely is God!<3
My favorite worship song is God is able - Hillsong. This song let me know that God is always by my side<3
HAHA! Double-sided face people, I don't know how to face you but stop being double-sided, and lastly I wanna say to another person: You're important to me, but because other people I don't know how to face you, sorry. And this will be the last I say sorry, I'll not say sorry unless I did wrong. This time I did something wrong, is because don't dare to trust and not telling what kind of person is her, but you'll know one day I think.. and I always there for you, cause you're the last person I'll be trusting. 

Sad life:

The day I scare finally come, I lost someone important in my life. She will never know how sad I am, she don't understand me.. When recess she play with my friend then never care about me then I thought she don't like me, then I need to find my junior and teach how to do duty, then I just leave and never tell what I going to do. After literature lesson, she ask me why I ignore her, but I didn't. She say I keep quiet in class with a moody face, then is I keep quiet because I'm thinking about my passport thingy, camp next week and I heaven't made passport, then have moody face is because suddenly I heard a person(someone I hate) after that I went to toilet and cry with shannon, I didn't hate her, and she thought I hate her, sometime is just misunderstanding, and went back class something happen again, not gotta say this time. I'm really sad, she is the only one I trust yet she don't understand me. Maybe we need more time, I wish tomorrow go back will like today never happen anything and remain the same. But I know it's impossible.

My tweet:

"Sometime I feel our friendship won't last."

Sometime I got a feeling that my friend don't like me, but when I ask her, I know she didn't don't like me, but I had a feeling that this friendship won't last, maybe because I'm afraid to trust people so I got this feeling.

"If only there is something can let me forget everything."

This few days I too stressed, thinking that am I important to my friend, I'm scared of losing this friend, cause she really important to me, she is the only friend can let me happy like nobody else, I never had this feeling before.

"I don't even dare to trust people nowadays."

I have trust many people last time, everytime I trust someone that person will use/betray/talk bad about  me, and not long ago the worst friendship problem happened. She is someone I trust a lot, and yet she don't trust me, her word to me hurt me a lot.

"We live in a judgmental world? Why? Everyone is not perfect, why judge?" 

I know something today, one person say my voice very irritating, and she don't like. Her voice is perfect? Maybe she think her voice is perfect, but sorry nobody is perfect. Your voice not perfect, so why judge? 

"You're too important to me, this is why I afraid to lost you."

Saying two people, my bestfriend and someone I like. Both of them are too important to me you know? I scare  I will lost them, I don't want to lost anyone already, this really hurt a lot. My bestfriend is the only one who I trust in secondary school, I don't want to lost her.

Cheerleading competition!!

Hey yo!^^ There is good new!:D GB 70th Coy get GOLD in cheerleading competition!^^ Haha! Sorry for not posting it yesterday cause I'm really too tired after the competition.^^

Friday:

Cheerleading practices.. Tired. We practice in basement without air-con, it's hot and we still have to practice, thank God for getting GOLD! Everything worth.

 You can see I'm sweating in basement, there is really hot without air-con..

Everything worth!

Friday night: 

Get out uniform and I went home and try! HAHA! Too excited liao :D 

Hey! I'm nerd!^^

Nerdy smile! cute?

Say cheese!Act cute :X

 Saturday:
Competition, we have to reach school at 9am, and practice, then went to PMGS for competiton..

 The last practice before we go to competition!

Nerd and ah lian! REALLY TO FIGHT! 

 Unglam! ><

 Sec 4s senior ^^

 Unglam! ><

 United as we stand <3

Prapare!^^

We are so united right? :)

Taken with teacher and Mdms.

 Mdms :D

 Taken after we know we get GOLD!!

Waiting for bus at bus stop after the competiton...

Saturday night:

Everyone is so happy, that we got gold!^^ HAHA! and next week no GB!! Never forget! :)

 GOLD GOLD GOLD!

 Conversation with Amanda!^^ She's a cute girl, yesterday her birthday :) 

 Even LeMin Congrats us!

 HAHA! A bit crazy that time! keep shouting!

 And also Howei congrats us too!^^

GOLD GOLD GOLD!:D

 Awesome!

70th coy rocks!

 Want? Yes I do!^^

I'll never forget this cheerleading, and we are going to preform in church you know. HAHA! A bit sad, is like we are not going practice cheer and cheerleading together le.. Haha! But I had a enjoyable month practicing!:D

How are you?

Hey! I'm fine. Do you? Nowadays are busy and tired for me.. Having a rest now.. Just had cheerleading just now! Damn tired! The competition is this Saturday, tomorrow have to bring make up those thing.. Guess what? I'm still good you know although having practices this few days, happy go lucky!^^ and don't forget! Alway remember there will be someone who need you..
Bye!~

Went out with Joey yesterday!

Piggy back! :3

Let be friend!^^

Look alike :) we are twin!^^ 

Haha! Crazy day with Joey yesterday! :)

Photo moment!!

L-O-V-E! 

4 me in 1 photo :D 

Taken today no effect :) Is natural! ^^

No effect too!^^ My lunch :)

BIG MOUTH! :O

Middle photo! *muack* <3

I think I'll photo moment every week! :)

Do you all blogger like? :) I'll try to be more free to take photo and every photo moment every week k ? Love my photo and blog, do follow my twitter too @Feliciaa_w 

Happened this few day..

Hey blogger! Miss me? I know right. I realized this few week a lot people viewing my blog :D Thank for support! Not feeling well this days.. Having fever, I think that fever really love me a lot, last month I just recover from a fever, and now.. I know that fever really "LOVE" me! HAHA! And during the camp, I'm excused to go camp on second day, I'm not feeling very good on that day. Then I had lunch ( chicken rice ) Whoohooo~ Awesome! After that that person I hate scold me "bitch" in church you know, but I know that God will protect me from hurt, and and and Mdm Stacia know that I'm not feeling well, and sent to a room and rest, I told her I'm scare to be alone, and she told me that I don't need to be scare, cause I'm at church, God will protect me♥

Today!

Oral today.. HAHA! Quite unlucky, my phone screen spoil :( Then during PE fell down, and bleeding :( Then oral, I had first because when I take by number then I will be late for my CCA, but because I fell down, I cannot really dancing very well during the cheerleading, overall no matter what happen, I'll put on a smile and face it! :D

Picture time! Enjoy my lovely photo! :)

1st photo: *listening to song* No music No life.

2nd photo: Nice hair is what I want :D I hate messy hair.

3rd photo: Smile when you can, sad when you want, never hide your own feeling.

4th photo: Don't be sad because you are not happy, because you there will be someone who need you, and they want you to be happy and crazy! :D

OMG!

Now then know I got this photo! :O It's so retarded!