Thoughts about somethings that happened, and somethings that will never happen.
Thinking that you will be there. Thinking that I will be there too . Seeing you getting hurt is unbearable yet I can't do anything for you.
Acting calm but actually not.
Maybe just me.
Me that think too much.
Me that want to be there yet can't.
Me that trying hard to hide my feeling yet showing.
Me that reading your journal yet still hiding.
I want to let go yet I'm still hanging there.
I want to stop yet still continue.
I want you to be happy
Real
Happy.
So when I see it I promise I can then let go totally. Fully. And forever.
And the next sunset will then be beautiful again.
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