Feels like the end

Expecting. Why do people expect too much? What's expectation?

Just

Don't expect....

Well, it's easy to say but nobody can. Despite the number times I said it, I just can't. There will always be a little expectation in us. It will never be something like 'well, I don't care." because you just care, you just freaking care. Without caring about it, you wouldn't expect. Do I make sense?

Sometime all this gets a littleeee little frustrating...


HAHAHAHA okay, reason for being so down is because I got back my CA result. I didn't really study, but I expect better result. Regardless, how much effort I put into my English. I still ..........
FAILED

Maybe, I expect too much from myself.
Maybe, I shouldn't think so much.
Maybe, I care too much.
Maybe, ......

If I continue, there will be many all. But I wanna stop because I still believe in myself, and I still have faith. I care so much because I'm having major exams this year.

I know this year will not be easy, but I will make it possible for everything.

And I believe with God nothing is impossible.  

Career Day

11th March 2014
Common tests is over !!!!! I passed my English CT paper but overall failed. HAHA I am still very happy, because my English is very bad. Another subject that I did badly is Combined Humanities, failed both Geography and Social Study. I felt very sad, because Geography is one of my favourite subjest. I
passed my 4 other subjects but then I didn't did very well, and ofcos I didn't study 

Heh yesterday was CAREER DAY it was super awesome. We get to dress formal to school for that only one day. I'm not someone that likes to dress in formal, plus all my clothes are all not formal. Yesterday I didn't dress really formal, but more like a girl that is going out. I was waiting for teachers to chase me home, so that I don't need to stay until 7pm, but they didn't.

Even I have to stay till 7pm, but I did enjoyed myself. The enriching program was damn good, and all the personality test is damn true. The test really reflect the person I am. For example, I'm a high I person, and I will always hyper and talkative.

Oh oh, and my class has the most people wearing formal !! It is like almost the whole class except 6 students, and is really sad because I want it to be the whole class. Well, nothing is perfect and it was really good, for more than half a class to wear.

Everyone enjoyed taking photos the most. Why do I said that? Because we are like taking photo the whole day until teacher need to use a mic to call us stop taking photo. I wanna post all photos onto my Instagram but too much and only make a collage of almost all photos.

 There are moreeeeeeeeeee.... hehe not showing you :P